while in Orlando, I had a good discussion with JJ about this topic. in response to the question "isnt taking fertility drugs and forcing a baby playing God?" she gave me alot to ponder: if God wants you to have a child, it will happen no matter what, regardless of the actions of man. so then i ask, why bother taking the drugs at all? perhaps its in the process that God will work. perhaps theres a lesson to be learned in the whole journey.
if taking the fertility treatment is the only way to have a child, and i choose not to, then i have to be ok with the thought that i may never have a natural child. and thats tougher than it sounds. but then, if God means for me to have a baby it would happen anyway with or without drugs,right?
i'm still not sure, if it comes down to it and that is the only recourse to have a natural child (vs. adoption), that i will consent to the drugs. the jury is still out on that one.but i do know that i have to put my trust in HIM, no matter what.
No comments:
Post a Comment