Tuesday, April 17, 2007

random fever thoughts/VA Tech

i came down with a fever this evening totally out of the blue. i was sitting watching House (awesome show again tonight!!) when i suddenly got very cold and started shivering and piling on the blankets. took my temperature and yep-fever. 101.5. took some aspirin and now waiting for the fever to break (its been about 2 hours and has dropped to 100.7, so its on the way down). i cant sleep cause too many thoughts in my head.

mainly the tradgey at Virginia Tech. i just don't understand. when the terrorist attacked at least we knew the motive. it was horrible. America felt it deeply. and tonight the same, except we don't know the motive and keep asking why?? why would a senior, about to graduate, want to do such evil acts? i feel pretty much numb.

don't get me wrong, my thoughts and prayers go out to those families affected by this. i cant even imagine how they must feel.

we used to live in Virginia, one of my brothers still does. my oldest brother is a proud aluminus of Virginia Tech. i also have friends who went there. i dont know what i would do if this happened when they all attended.

and now other schools are being under a serious watchful eye in case of copycats. why would anyone want to mimic such a horrible event?

like i said, it just doesnt make any sense to me.

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