in retrospect...

was talking with my friends here at work and they pointed out a couple things that happened a couple weeks ago that were kinda unordinary for me:

-i had a HUGE craving for french fries for about 2 days
-i normally try to watch my sugar intake, but i was going crazy with that here too for a couple days
-i was complaining about the spicyness in some food we had for lunch (i've never been too good with spicy in general, but we're talking even mild was enough for me)

i had forgotten about all that. but looking back could those have been signs? can a persons tastes change that rapidly even if i was only a few weeks pregnant at that time? this is all soo interesting for me. i have a very long mental list of things to ask the Obgyn next week, and will be making lots of posts over the time! so far no morning sickness or anything of that sort. though my dad said my mom didnt have anything like that, so hopefully i'll follow in her footsteps.

my main concern and fear though is being able to carry the baby to term. i'm already more of a risky situation with the health issues going on, i just dont want anything to happen to either Caleb or Kaitlyn! i will feel much better once the inital 3 months are over. like i said, this is all a shock and a massive blessing...i'm gonna do whatever it takes to make sure i have a healthy pregnancy!!!!