patterns...

i've noticed a few patterns so far in the past couple weeks:

-around 3pm every afternoon i get very sleepy. the days i'm not working i actually take a nap around that time which is unheard of because i hate taking naps. i just cant help it! on Sunday i was reading the paper after lunch, next thing i knew i woke up, hour and half had gone by and i had curled up into a ball on the couch and the paper was on the floor. oops!

-i think i do get bouts of "morning sickness"...i've had bad quesy stomach times where i really wanted to throw up but just cant. i tried to make myself once, but even that didnt work. not to worry, it still left my system, just another way...

-when those queasy times do occur and i feel horrible i get very emotional too and start to cry because i just feel so yucky. poor chris the other day-we were discussing lunch arrangements for later in the day and suddenly i started crying. he came to see if i was ok and i said "i just want to throw up".....not exactly something that makes alot of sense or your spouse wants to hear! same thing kinda happened today as i was driving to a meeting with chris...i felt queasy in the car and once i got to our meeting i was all teary eyed. go figure.

-i'm having a difficult time with memory. this is a tough one for me. seriously. i have a control issues..i dont like not having control of the surroundings and lately i'm starting to forget stuff. today it took me several minutes to find where i placed my notebook, and usually i'm so anal about being organized.or i repeatedly ask things...like our meeting today--i think i asked chris about 5 times in the past few days what time the meeting was at and thats not usualy like me either. this gets very frustrating for me.

from what we've read and seen on the pregnancy shows on TV these things i descrbie are normal..its just wierd to actually be experiencing them! whats to come next??

ps-i gotta give thanks and props to chris for being very supportive so far, i know its gotta be frustrating for him too, and there's still 8 months to go! i love you!