Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Dr. Jeckyl/Mr.Hyde

hormone swings are the worst part so far about this pregnancy. i really hate it. today has been another example of split personality mode for me! :) i got up already feeling grouchy, then chris and i had a discussion about something really stupid and i got all upset, then i started crying while taking a shower. i then left for work but had to run a few errands on the way..that didnt turn out so great because out of the 2 places i stopped (one being Walmart which is suppossed to have everythig,right?) what i was looking for seems not to be found anywhere in the middle of December (a desk fan) and i got angry. then i was listening to Josh Groban on my radio and of course started crying, again. my coworker called and asked if i would pick up Starbucks on the way to work for them which i readily agreed to thinking that would make me feel better. i've been really good as far as having no caffeine through the pregnancy so far so i thought i'd have just a little bit today. well, bad choice. my stomach is revolting as we speak. but the odd thing is that now that i'm at work my attitude is so much better. i feel more normal-and this is the place that usually gets under my skin..whats up with that?!

these highs/lows have happened several times as of late. even though i dont "feel" pregnant, and i'm not showing yet, at least i know pregnancy is still real because of these hormone surges!

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