so as i'm looking at all the christmas photos two things come to my attention:
1) i need to lose alot of weight. ALOT.
2) i need a haircut.
and then i get depressed by those thoughts because 1) i love my long hair. this is the longest its ever been. ever. i havent really cut it (except for a few trims to get rid of the split ends and fix my bangs, that kind of stuff) since i found out i was pregnant (so that makes it 15 months,wow!). gotta love the pregnancy hormones that make hair grow! but i realize that this hairstyle is doing nothing for me, just weighing me down. 2) and speaking of weight, i know i need to get healthy. i've been saying this for months. problem is i have no motivation. its pretty messed up...when i was pregnant i did well on the eating plan because i knew whatever i did immediatly affected my baby. i did not want to risk anything bad happeneing to her. but now that shes born i'm not as motivated to eat well and exercise. i get burned out/stressed out being a stay at home mom dealing with taking care of caitlin, the house, the birds, our finances/lack of income, that i tend to put myself on the backburner.
i'd like to say that in the new year i'll get healthier and all that jazz. but i'm not gonna make any promises. i'll view it as worse case scenerio: i'll stay exactly the way i am. that way any improvement, no matter how slight, will still be a good thing to push me forward.
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