ranting

theres no real point to this post , i just need to rant for a minute. its been a rough coupla days. i spent most of monday waiting on people, its a long story. it was frustrating, but it all paid out in the end. thankfully Caitlin behaved really well as we were waiting (it was in a public place...i never know just how she will be) then monday night i had to go take care of a friend's dog and 3 cats. the cats were no problem. but the dog is a golden retriever puppy and we all know how playful they can be. unfortunatly it scared Caitlin and she started her crying/bloody murder screaming. note to self---no more pet sitting with Caitlin until she's older! when she gets like this it is sooo draining to my nerves. by the time i got home monday night i was ready to call it quits. i took my b.p. pills and eventually went to bed. Caitlin woke up around 2am tues morning. i was actually already awake (that b.p. medicine is totally messing up my sleep cycles.i've gotten hardly any rest for 3 days). so i fed her till she went back to sleep arond 3:30am. problem was i was still wide awake. finally around 5am i was tired enough to go back to bed. well, i had a dr. apt just a few hours later...no sleep for the weary. once again Caitlin was thankfully well behaved at the dr. offfice and the dr and staff totally loved her and carried her around the office. she had a grand time. by the time that was all done i was feeling pretty exhausted from my early morning. unfortunatly when i got home i started sneezing and it went all downhill from there. the evil allrgy bug captured me. so i took some non drowsy allergy pills (had to be awake to watch the baby) and waited to be able to breathe again. about 5 hours later my pounding headache subsided, the nausia went away, i could breathe a little better and i felt human again. once again i gotta say thanks to God cause Caitlin was pretty well behaved, only a few short crying spells. as i'm sure you know, a screming baby does wonders for a horrific headache. today started with another 3am wake up call. all i can say is i hope the day goes better than the past few days!