negative blog

i'm feeling negative. stupid hormonal ups and downs. i hate that. but there are a few other things going on:

the biggest problem is caitlin and her sleeping, or lack of. you can read about it here.
until that gets resolved i really don't see much change in my attitude.

my 1995 Toyota Corolla is dying a slow death. we have put alot of money into keeping it alive over the past couple years, but i'm afraid its coming to the point where its best to just let it go. a recent leak was discovered and its gonna cost alot to fix it. and frankly we don't have $ to just throw around so we'll just keep an eye on the leak. we decided to look at other used cars. there were a couple possibilities, but most of them were about as old as my corolla and would need some kind of work. which means we're not really saving any money. which means we might as well keep our breaking down car until it isnt driveable at all anymore. bummer.

still no job for chris. enough said.

tired. i'm just so emotionally tired.